(via panseasonalscarves)
Amy. 21.
Avid traveler, free thinker,
feminist, and sarcastic asshole.
Trying not to let the little things
bring me down.
• Me
• Ask!
• Submit I go to seek a Great Perhaps
Avid traveler, free thinker,
feminist, and sarcastic asshole.
Trying not to let the little things
bring me down.
• Me
• Ask!
• Submit I go to seek a Great Perhaps
In retrospect, I should have expected going to California would make me think about my ex. A lot. Ugh it sucked. I almost feel like I’ve regressed in my “progress”. I really miss him quite terribly and am even more sad to be home. Due to my Facebook stalking, I also have a feeling he’s talking to someone else. Even worse. Blah blah blah I know I can do better, he’s kind of a jerk, etc. I just really miss having someone, feeling loved, and him. I do miss him or how he used to be. I think I idealized him in a way, maybe put him on a pedestal. I sorta took everything I wanted in someone, and made it apply to him. Then, gave him everything I really had to give. That was bad on my part and makes all of this harder bc I can’t get that feeling outta my mind that he’s the only one for me. (I know it’s normal and not the case, just bear with me) California unfortunately (in a way) represented all of these broken promises and dreams of what we we’re supposed to be or what I thought we could be, the life I really did want to share with him. Fuuuuuck
“A relationship isn’t going to meet all your needs…thats why you need friends and family and vibrators and tumblr!”
— Laci Green (via jcbvsu)
“I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore.”
— Kurt Vonnegut (via endangerment)
(Source: seabois, via itslikenobodysfuckingbusiness)
